Winter has indeed bade us farewell here in Sydney.
Sunshine and warmth are everywhere.
Even the air smells different.
Yes, spring is here.
Despite my love for this season, I know there will be tears this spring.
There will always be tears in spring, because Cameron died in spring.
Our firstborn. Our son.
His birthday is two weeks from today. The 16th of September. A date that makes my heart ache.
Had he lived, Cameron would be five this year.
But that shall never come to pass.
Because five years ago, he died.
Inside of me.
In spring.
Photo above: The last of the winter leaves…
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This just breaks my heart. I’ll definitely be thinking of you on that day.
Oh Ronnie, my thoughts and prayers go out to you in the upcoming weeks.
thinking of you in this sad time
:’( I truly admire how your share your heart, Ronnie. I’ll be praying for you these next few weeks.
i can only imagine how hard this time of year is for you and your husband. will keep you and yours in my prayers.
Beautiful and touching. Thinking of you & yours, Ronnie.
Big hugs to you…
thinking of you and your family… xxx
My heart just aches for you Ronnie. But that would in no way compare to how much yours would ache for your beautiful little boy.
Thinking of you at this heartbreaking time
xxx
Oh, Sweetie… my heart aches for you so much. You have so much courage and that is one of the things I admire about you. I can not even imagine how tough this time of the year is for you. :( My heart is sending you lots of love & comfort this week. You will be in my thoughts & prayers each night. <3
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Oh Ronnie… just think, Cameron will always be remembered in spring. Every single day but especially in spring. I think he would’ve wanted his mummy to know that too. Big big hug
Oh Ronnie, I had no idea and am so sorry. This post just breaks my heart and my thoughts are and will be with you.
Oh Ronnie, I am so sorry. Sending you hugs and prayers, and hoping that the promise of new life that spring brings will be a reminder of the new life that Cameron has. Hugs, Fiona xoxo
i hope the season of spring; this and all others to come, brings to you solace and a sweet reminder of cameron’s eternal resurrection in heaven and your family’s heart. god bless. sending silence and love.
Dearest Ronnie, I think of you, and Cameron, and your family often. I’m sending prayers. I love you, friend.
this is amazing
I’m sorry :(
sending you love your way! Xx
We’re going into fall now….i’m going to miss summer!!
The title and beautifully chosen photo already told me everything about this post, I could feel what you were about to say. My thoughts are with you xx
I’m sending you hugs and strength Ronnie! You’re such beautiful and loving woman and mother! Hope the spring brings with it new winds, blossom and joy to ease your pain. x
Sending you a big kiss and a tight hug! Thinking of you during this difficult time!!
I’m so sorry that this is part of your reality – wish you had your soon-to-be five year-old boy.
sending love and prayers to you and your family.
xo
You are so very, very brave. Thinking of you.
We are sending love and prayers your way. Your life, home, boys and beautiful words and strength are a warm tribute to Cameron. Many hugs from NY…
You are in my thoughts <3
I have never lost a child but as a mother my heart aches for you and your family Ronnie. You write so beautifully. You must miss your beautiful boy so very much.
<3 :)
Oh Ronnie, my heart aches for you and Rick. I’ll be thinking of you over the coming weeks. x
My goodness – such a bittersweet time of year for you. You are in my thoughts
Sending lots of love and a big hug, Ronnie xxx
This must be such a heart aching and painful time for you. You and your family are in my thoughts Ronnie xxx
Hello Ronnie, this entry is so emotional. I just wanna hug you. :)
I’m so sorry, I didn’t read this post until now. Take care x
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